Merak
A CONSCIOUS PATH THROUGH EXPANDED STATES OF AWARENESS
We hold the space for you to explore, lose yourself, meet yourself, and walk toward your truth.
Who Is This For?
• Everything looks fine on the outside, but something inside feels off
• You’re seeking a deeper connection with your truth
• You’ve done therapy or inner work and feel ready to go deeper
• You’re curious about altered states of consciousness in a safe and held environment
• You want to explore the spiritual through the body, not bypassing it
At Merak, we believe altered states of consciousness can become powerful portals for deep insight and healing. This therapeutic offering is for those who feel called to explore their inner world with curiosity, intention, and presence.
Through guided sessions with psilocybin (magic mushrooms), we create a safe, respectful, and supportive space for you to journey inward—beyond the noise of the mind, into the wisdom of your body and soul.
This work is not about escaping. It's about returning. Not about fixing, but remembering.
This journey doesn’t begin with the medicine. It begins with intention.
You’re invited to book a free 30-minute discovery call to see if this work feels right for you.
Call me: +31 628 72 77 60
O email me: info@merakbeingpresent.com
My Approach:
My role is not to give answers, but to hold space for your own discovery. I offer a grounded, presence-centered approach that welcomes whatever shows up in the process: the light, the shadow, the silence, and the emotion.
I work with tools such as:
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Breathwork and somatic meditation
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Transpersonal therapy and body awareness
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Conscious integration practices
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Symbolic and emotional language work
This is about creating space where you can safely meet yourself - beyond stories, identities, or expectations.
INDIVIDUAL PSILOCYBIN CEREMONY
A safe, intimate, and fully supported space where the journey with psilocybin becomes a tool for deep inner exploration and personal transformation.
This experience unfolds in several stages:
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Preparatory session, where we get to know each other, explore your intention, and address any questions or doubts.
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In-person ceremony, held in a calm, grounded environment with full emotional support and therapeutic presence throughout the entire journey.
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Integration sessions, essential to translate what emerged into real, lasting change in your life.
This offering is for people who feel a clear call to look inward, face what’s there, and connect with deeper layers of their being.
Approximate structure:
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1 preparatory session (60–75 min)
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1 ceremony (4–6 hours)
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2 post-ceremony integration sessions (60min each)
"To rewrite your life, first listen to the story you’ve been telling yourself - gently, truthfully, with eyes wide open.".
- Ceremony Protocol (650€) -
PSILOCYBIN MICRODOSING PROTOCOL
(4 Weeks)
A personalized and therapeutic process for those who wish to work with psilocybin in a subtle and consistent way, without interrupting daily functionality.
Microdosing can support increased mental clarity, emotional stability, creativity, self-connection, and reduction of mental noise.
This protocol includes:
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1 initial session to assess your current state, design the protocol, and explain mindful microdosing use.
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Weekly 1:1 follow-ups, where we explore what arises physically, emotionally, and mentally.
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1 closing integration session at the end of the process.
This is ideal for people navigating life transitions, emotional blocks, existential crises, or simply seeking reconnection with themselves.
Total duration: 4 weeks
"Meet yourself beyond judgment, and let each layer reveal the truth of who you are becoming.".
- Mensual Protocol (345€) -
INTEGRATION
SESSIONS
These sessions are designed for people who have already experienced psilocybin or other psychedelic substances (such as ayahuasca, LSD, San Pedro, etc.) and wish to process or integrate what they lived.
Integration helps you make sense of the emotions, thoughts, imagery, or insights that may have emerged during the experience. These states often open doors to deep awareness, but without conscious follow-up, they can remain disconnected from your daily life.
We’ll work together therapeutically - emotionally and somatically - to bring understanding, containment, or transformation to what still feels unresolved or incomplete.
Using dialogue, breathwork, conscious observation, and other tools, I support you in weaving your experience into everyday life - translating what you lived into meaningful shifts, actions, and inner clarity.
"True transformation doesn’t happen only during the journey itself, but in how we live afterward."
- Session 60min (75€) -
- Pack 3 Sessions (210€) -
Contraindications / Risks
Psychedelic work is powerful - and not suitable for everyone.
This path is not recommended if you:
• Are currently taking antipsychotic or SSRI medication
• Have a personal or family history of psychosis or untreated bipolar disorder
• Are in an acute state of anxiety, depression, or trauma without prior therapeutic support
• Are seeking a “magic fix” or are not ready to take full responsibility for your process
We’ll begin with a screening call to make sure this process aligns with your moment in life and emotional readiness.